Sometimes I think I made a mistake of taking H back. last night he said "my buddy X renovated his "man cave" and he wants me to go over", so he left around 8pm and he came back at 2am! He said he had a few beers and he didn't want to drive home intoxicated. I start to think that he wasn't at his buddy's place but with the OW. When he came home, he went straight to bed and told me all about his friend's "man cave" which I think in my opinion is b.s. He tried again to make love to me and I told him straight up that I wasn't going to make love to him until he goes to the doctor and comes to the rehab center with me. He said " you don't trust me?" I replied calmly " Not yet and its gonna take me a while before I do" he didn't say anything, he put his arms around me and kissed my cheek and said "goodnight princess".
There are things that make me suspicious about him for instance when he goes to the bathroom he takes his cellphone with him (seriously who does that? Unless he's hiding something from me...
Sometimes he leaves his cellphone around the house, I was tempted many times to snoop on his cellphone BUT it's a big NO-NO during DB. So far I've been calm, soft spoken and not pressuring him. H has been more loving towards me, he hugs me,kisses my cheeks, whenever i'm in the kitchen cooking he walks by he spanks my butt! (lol), but I don't know if he's acting or he's genuinely being lovey dovey???
