H is back, and D and I went to go see his new motorcycle (he keeps it at the airport). It is very nice. He talked about taking me for a ride on it to see a friend's house. He also talked about me driving up to NC in November if he won another motorcycle. He wants me to follow him with a trailer if he wins, so he will ride one up and another one back. But mostly we talked about the bike, which was fine. He showed me all of the features on it and I showed genuine interest in it.
When I went to leave, I leaned forward to kiss him and he put out his cheek. While he was gone, he did tell me he loved me once in audible words and a few times kind of mumbly.
D is not feeling well, so I had to bring her back home. I wanted to stay longer because I was enjoying the conversation. I told H that if he wanted to take me for a ride later, to please call me. I also asked him what he wanted me to wear and he told me.
I am hopeful that we can continue the positive conversations.
M44 H57 D17 (special needs) M 18 yrs Bomb 7/2/12 Still living together