Divorced #5. And I think Im getting it..

[Mrs D]

Mrs. D - do you feel he has moved on? I mean, really FEEL it? You can take him at his word, you can ignore it - but what do you feel in your heart? You know the answer.

Regretful, no I dont feel as if he has moved on. I think he has a huge wall up concerning me because of the past three years. He said so himself Friday night he is afraid to let himself get close again. He thinks I would toss our relationship again in 8 months. Hes scared. Hes scared of the love he feels for me, and hes afraid of me hurting him again.

If I thought he had moved on, I wouldnt have stayed all night at his place. He would have locked the doors. He would have asked me to leave. He didnt. And I think that speaks more than anything.