Thanks a lot Acc and Denver, I really appreciate it! In terms of my job, your pretty much right Accuray. It’s a sales focused position. I’ve had the same profession for so many years and I’ve know a lot of my clients for 10 plus years so at times it doesn’t seem to have a sales feel to it. But at the end of day, yes it’s a sales position. It’s not a huge office and there’s not an enormous fluctuation in our incomes. That’s not to say I couldn’t make good money. I am getting an ok paycheck for now and the benefits are good so I owe it to myself to at least give it a couple more months before I start looking for another opportunity. It's just frustrating because I am in my money making years right now, I am at my prime, I should be capturing the coin.

Acc, good memory in regards to my W being “who she is” and “how she was raised”. As I’ve mentioned before, W wants me to be like her dad. I am noticing it seems to be human nature for a lot of people to find a husband or wife and seek out traits that resemble their parents, kind of odd in a way. Maybe it has something to do with the morals, traits and beliefs that many of us had instilled in our upbringing, I don’t know.

I went to a neighborhood party last night and I had no idea what it would be like. I quickly realized it was more like a geriatric convention. I guess that could be good or bad depending on how I look at it. I didn’t have to worry about being tempted by any eye candy, that’s for sure.

Acc, thanks for giving me an update on your sitch. From what you said, it seems like so many things are going well. I am speculating, but it sounds like there’s “one piece missing.” And I am sure it’s a big piece. My guess is it has something to do with the emotional connection. With all sincerity, I wish you nothing but the best.