Only had 3 hours of sleep last night. All day I just took it easy and spent time with my family. Continued to interact with my kids, s3 is very attached to me. W looked depress at the same time content with the kids. We still feel like we're just roommates.
We talked to d17 last night about the trial separation. Broke my heart to see her sadness and frustrations but we encouraged her to express her feelings which she did.
I'm still torn about the separation next week. But I feel like it will help us. Because it will be different from what we tried last 4 months living in the same roof. So during this separation, I will continue to work on myself and GAL. I hope W find her way back to our marriage.
I need to keep reminding myself to detach. Right now I feel like just hugging W and giving her a kiss this is so tough, but I know that will be pursuing her. When I feel that I just walk away. I suppose I can try and see how'd she will react.
I hope I get enough sleep, in the morning my GAL will be to exercise.
Denver, any more thoughts behind why this is interesting?
I welcome all other thoughts and comments thanks all.
Newman
me40; W43 M18; T~20 D18; S13 & S3 bomb 5/9/11 EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM
Separated 4/1/14
"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.
