well, I was just officially part of "booty call" with/from my H.
So maybe he does miss me after all, just not in all they ways I hope he might...someday...
It'd be easier to say "no" if it wasn't so much freakin' FUN! And it FEELS so good...
Saw someone else post about not being a 'doormat'...I am willing participant and I get as much out of it as he does, so that's my reasoning for thinking it doesn't make me *one*. Or is that just me rationalizing it to suit my sitch?
Also, read in the book to try "things" for two weeks to see if they have positive results. It'll be a week Monday of the "pause" with OW, which led to our now *regular contact*. I'm not sure if another week of this will make things better or worse. But having fun in the meantime...
And he saw OW today - a fact that I completely ignored. Couldn't ask him how it went...trying to ignore that she exists when we are together. Smart or not??? Any advice??
