since yesterday i've had this image in my head- that analogy of two people as trees growing alongside each other, and when they are together, the roots get so entangled that you can't tell which roots are from which tree? well yesterday i suddenly saw how i had finally entangled the biggest fattest most far-reaching roots from h's roots, and that me, my tree, is standing independently on it;s own - and I can FEEL where my roots extend out to and my roots are supporting ME
Love this sweet Zig. it is so hard to imagine that we can stand on our own after our roots have been so entwined for so long. then one day we realize that we are already doing it and we are FINE. that is a good place to be zig!
it must be so weird to get a glimpse into H's world w/ OW... how strange that he would talk about you so much in front of OW.. WTH?... but i think you are wise to view it as info, nothing more, bc H sounds like he is spinning.
so tonight, how about some red velvet cake and some champagne to toast you, zig for standing on your own.. don't you love that there are no calories on our blanket?
love you sweet zig!
Me(f): 51 W: 41 DP:8 M:3 T:10 "W not happy" 7/11 D final: 8/13