I am try to get this right in my head. It's over. I need to treat it as such. No contact unless it's about the kids. She is with him and they love each other. That's it. What more do I need to know? I'm a fool for even trying or keeping myself open. I need to shut down and be done. I need the strength to do so.
Me:42 W:43 M:03/08/98 SD17, D13 Found out about affair:12/16/10 Found out again: 06/22/12 Split: 06/22/12
