this was a beautiful post zig----you really express yourself in a way i wish i could only do.. so honest and raw.

i second what you are saying....and Brit....i love you dearly. i only want the best for you, even if that has not come across to you in my posts, i believe in you and your strength. Maybe its worth rethinking where you are. I am Always here for you in the best capacity i can offer...i know it hasn't been a lot...but still afraid to give a lot of advice when i myself still need so much. Which you have given me so much of (((( ))))

Love you Brit...

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home