So haven't updated in a couple days, but there's not a huge amount going on.
Session with IC went very well. His thoughts and theories on the text exchange from last week were very interesting, as he confirmed they certainly showed she at least WAS still "involved" in our R (otherwise she wouldn't have shown such emotions), but she most likely was at a point that she needed to "other" me...
He also commented on how much I've grown over the last month or so, how the statements I'm making during IC are much more decisive, strong, and positive while still maintaining the caring person I am...
He and I spoke about when/if I needed to have "the conversation" and I'm pretty sure I'll sit on it for a little longer, but my tentative plans are to sit down with her in person when I go up to Central Florida for business in a few weeks... Obviously I'll keep the board updated!
So other than that, I have no plans for today, so I'll be cleaning the house, hitting the dog park... maybe catch a movie or something... Tomorrow is Football with my buddies, which will be great.
Still sad W hasn't tried to reach out in so long... I still miss her terribly. But I'm spending more time focusing on the good things IN ME, the things that anyone would like, the reasons I'm pretty kick a$$, and trying to focus more on those things than the fact that W isn't seeing them... because I can... and most other people can too...
