I've noticed a little bit of the pain and surfaced again.
Truth be known, I just miss my friend in XH.
I just miss that part of him so much at times.
So Im a little sad about this the past few days.
Yes the no contact has been a blessing for me because that's exactly what happened with me! Everytime he contacted me, it just kept pulling that scab off that horrible wound.
And once the contact got to absolute minimum I felt I could breathe again. I felt like the fog had cleared and I could navigate my sails much better now.
I defend my peace and quiet no contact has given me....so hence I get bitchy when I get unecessary texts about schedules that never change. But I can settle into a comfort zone with that eventually.
I found Jim Conway's site online! Good sight and love all the answers to the questions he's posted.
Today my girls are in the parade....anuual big town festival we have.
I am so proud of them! I think we'll go out for dinner tonight and then enjoy the street vendors at the festival!
