So tonight my parents, one of my brothers and his wife, and two of my nephews and one of my nieces came to town so W let me take the kids so that they could have dinner out with the family. After dinner D 5 asked if I was proud of her for eating all of her fries. I told her that I would have been proud of her even of she hadn't and then she asked if it was because she had tried shrimp. I said no, and then told the kids that I was very proud of all of them and that I loved them very much. Then D 5 said "Mommy says she only loves you a little bit daddy." Immediately S 11 tells her that they are not supposed to talk about that.

Honestly I am not sure what exactly to make of that bit of information. I had just gotten to where I could accept that she really didn't love me, or at least had convinced herself that she didn't and now along comes our daughter telling me that she has told the kids that she does love me, even if just a little bit. Seriously, what do I do with this?


M 39, W 34
M 15
S 14, S 12, S 9, D 7, D 6
Separated: 7/2/2012
Served: 7/10/2012
Divorced 11/5/2012