Hey Antlers! Glad to see your update and that you are taking back control of your life. Amongst all the emotional pain and struggle, things are slowly starting to come together. At least it seems that way from this outsiders point of view. I know things are not where you'd like them to be but they will get there.

If you take the long view, your children are going to be grateful that you stood by them and loved them and supported them, no matter how much they seem to be rejecting you now. One day they will come to realize just what a gift that was for them.

Try to keep your focus, Antlers. You will reach a good place soon.


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Bomb-9/11; A-11/11; I move out 11/11

It's easy to find our bottom, it is our top that requires cultivation.

Every rough spot adds to our emotional constitution. -Barney Fife