There seems to be a disconnect in terms of what you think I'm recommending.
"When that's done I will have my independence, my self respect and the means to back up any separation or D, which until I have attained, a R talk will not serve any purpose."
I didn't say that you needed to have an R talk. What I've been trying to tell you is that you don't need a job to get your self-respect back. For some reason you wrap everything around a job when in fact it's within you.
Your biggest problem is fear. No job will prepare you for the emotional turmoil which is coming up. That's what you need to not be afraid of.
Once I have acheived this, I will be ready to move on with my life, without any fear and it will be a clear choice to make.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
