Divorced #4

[Mrs D]

I think Im doing well with trying to step away from him though, no? I know the phone call last night was wrong, but if I hadnt have known about that whole conversation - other than picking C up from his Dads, and then the text message today - I havent spoke to him.

I know I need to rewrite them. I actually think "respond" instead of "react" should be one of those goals to be honest.

Today, a thought occured to me that if we would have tried to work out our marriage, and cancel the divorce - I dont know if we would have worked out anyway. I wasnt ready to make the changes. If we would have tried then, I wouldnt have completed the journey that I am now traveling - as hurtful as it is right now, God is working on me.

I also think that God is working on him. I see a bit of the roller coaster in some of his actions. I think hes somewhate confused. I honestly dont think we are finished writing our story.

I need to come back and re-read this when I get impatient or frustrated. And I need to let God take the wheel. HAppy Thursday/ Friday Eve!