Tomorrow is a New Day

[hopefulinga]

That will probably be the hardest 180 for me - to walk away and not continue the fight. I will try.

Today is proving to be difficult and I am having a hard time focusing at work. I am emotionally drained. While I don't really miss H, and am looking forward to his being gone, I've thought a lot about the good times today and how much I miss them. How much we used to share together and laugh together. And how did we let this go so wrong.

I just bought our tickets for the dinner tomorrow and thought about how much fun H and I had the past 2 years. I'm sure I will have a good time tomorrow, but it won't be the same.