Why should it matter whether or not he's there. You go and have a good time. You informed him? That's all you had to do (and just because it's at your son's school). Stop focusing on him and what he does. You are all over the place MrsD. One second you say yeah, yeah, yeah this is who I want to be and the next you start worrying/thinking/talking about X again. Focus on yourself. YOU (and your kid)should be the only thing on your mind right now.
Take care girl.
Freshman Class of 2012
M-49 W-42 1D-10 T 10 YEARS M 9 YEARS EA/MLC 07/2010 Separation 28/05/2012 PA confirmed 31/07/12 W Asked for D 31/07/12 D on and off the table since then