Thanks Labug. You have actually cheered me some and I do appreciate it. I am a better person that what I am displaying right now. I dont like this person.
What am I doing to turn my life around? Im in therapy to work through my issues that made me unhappy within my marriage. Learning new things weekly about myself. I am GALing with my son, and close friends. Ive removed those "friends" that were bad influences on me and my relationship with H when we were married. I dont place myself in bars, pubs, etc because I knew that person was out of control, and in the wrong. I go to Church. I know there is more that I can add to the list, but you do you want a long one?
Are you reading the detachment list? Yes - I have it printed. I read that and the 37 steps daily.
Are you reading something uplifting everyday? When I find time. I love reading, its just hard sometimes with my sons schedule, work, etc.
Are you doing a daily gratitude list? No. What is it?
Do you get exercise everyday? Depends on the day.
You are meditating? Not as often as I should.
Do you spend time just having silly fun with S? Yes, when I have him. He makes me smile.
What are my goals? I feel like I should rewrite them. Mine were to work on being honest. To learn patience. To learn how to communicate. I think I need to start with smaller steps though?
M:43/ H:39 T:12/ M:9 S8, D15 M affair(one night): 2/09 M EA: 2/12-7/12 D:6/7/12 H: GF since 7/24/12
God,Family, and the Green Bay Packers. - Vince Lombardi
