Thanks Denver. I really need to hear those words of encouragement. Going a week now without hearing from W is so damn tough, especially knowing how apt she is to hold major grudges and strengthen her resolve the more slighted she feels by someone.
I'm supposed to see my IC tonight, but may have to put it off for financial reasons... I'm awfully curious as to what he'll say about the current situation, although I have a feeling he'll suggest that I reach out to her...
Went out to watch the first of the football games last night with a couple friends. While it was nice, W crossed my mind almost constantly, as this was the first game in over 3 years I watched without her by my side... Then I dreamt about her, woke to a painfully empty house again, and now need to get ready for work.
Today might be a little rough, but I'll work on gathering up my strength and PMA, try to look on the bright side, and try hard not to notice the hole that seems so visible this morning.
