lilly, you sound so much better. it also looks like you have a plan for GAL and that helps so much. doing more with other people is key to not focusing on your H or your sitch so much.
i can tell you that it gets better. others told me that and i had a hard time believing it but it's so true. the wouunds gradually heal, little by little, until one day, we don't feel pain when we touch them. it's a little shocking when that day comes because we think it never will.
keep on!
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M:63 H:53 S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23 M:15 T:16
Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways." H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12 12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing