Huge progress, RH. Better than expected. Yep the "can it wait till morning?" Hahaha..where did that come from. Anyway it turned out I could wait...but he couldn't. LOL.

I also expect the alien will return. Given that he has done this to me 4 times in the last year, is another reason I needed to know that it was going to be done right this time. Hence, my determination to stick with the DB plan. But there are no guarantees ever about anything is there? Only death and taxes.

I have learned so much about my H and relationships in general, at least I feel that I am much better armed to give us the best possible chance this time. I can't believe I was in such despair just less than a week ago. Things have definitely turned around. And my first kiss today in 5 months initiated by H. Am staying cautiously optimistic.