I just realized its been one week since the "C" X took kids to told me she can't talk to me about my own children. At times over the past week I have bed. Aware that I was emotionally hurt, so to speak but the impact may have been greater than I realized. I'm having stomach problems that have persisted for several days now. I haven't experienced such since DD was sexually assaulted and that makes me believe they're stress related to recent events.

I, as many on this board from the comments I have read, never dreamed I would be in such a situation this far down the line.

The fact X has threatened to take me to court to take my children away from me (she's adamant she's not) is surreal.

I'm sick to my stomach (literally).


"Fear is the mind-killer" Muad'Dib
Me 53, XW 44, DD 14, DS 12
Bomb and OM 12/15/06
Separated 01/02/07
Divorced 05/13/08
X married OM(OMH) 08/2009
Married 06/09/13