I just realized its been one week since the "C" X took kids to told me she can't talk to me about my own children. At times over the past week I have bed. Aware that I was emotionally hurt, so to speak but the impact may have been greater than I realized. I'm having stomach problems that have persisted for several days now. I haven't experienced such since DD was sexually assaulted and that makes me believe they're stress related to recent events.

I, as many on this board from the comments I have read, never dreamed I would be in such a situation this far down the line.

The fact X has threatened to take me to court to take my children away from me (she's adamant she's not) is surreal.

I'm sick to my stomach (literally).

"The answers are within you" (can't remember who). Unfortunately, so is the bullshit.