OK - thanks guys. I am in NC - maybe I shouldnt have answered his call right away, but let it go to VM to see what it was he wanted? But I havent reached out to him since Monday. Day #2 then! I think I have to agree with both of you that I need to NC him unless its about C. He doesnt miss me. Im the one thats doing all the missing, right? I wish I would have listened to you all when I registered to be on the sight - Id have been a month into getting everything straight. And I dont expect that they will get straight anytime soon, but I do wish for a future again with him. Im not giving up on me. Im not giving up on us. Im just going to stand in the background and work on me while he does whatever hes doing.

I did have a thought today, and its just a thought - maybe hes alittle in MLC now.... Just bought himself a motorcycle, dating someone 8 years younger, bar hopping on weekends he doesnt have C. (he isnt a bar person), putting her in front of C. IDK - just a thought. And not that it matters, cause it doesnt. It was just a thought.


M:43/ H:39
T:12/ M:9
S8, D15
M affair(one night): 2/09
M EA: 2/12-7/12
D:6/7/12
H: GF since 7/24/12

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