Just caught up and almost did a little cheer outloud when I read you saying that you'd stop expecting him to do anything from here on our! Good for you. I knew you would get there. Expectations whatever they are about are only ways to let yourself get hurt/disappointed etc. Wanting someone else to act in a certain way whatever that way is...is control. And then when they don't act the way we EXPECT them do we're upset, angry, rejected whatever.
I would only advise you not to dwell on his actions. All that studying him? Why? Study you. Decide the woman you want to be rather than looking at his negatives.
