Happy Wednesday. This morning, storms are rolling through. I absolutely love thunder, lightening and the sound of the rain. It also brings back many memories of cuddling in bed with X, the ML that always happened. Something about ML and storms.. always seemed to be the best contact. I really miss that with him. Not only during storms, but all the time. I miss the intimacy shared after the fact... just laying there in his arms.
I wish the GF would show her true self soon. And I know that it doesn't mean he would head back to my arms, but maybe hie site wouldnt be so clouded as it is now.
Therapy day today!!! Thats about all the excitement I have at this time. I still feel as if Im in something. Not necessarily the funk, but its something. Sorrow? I just miss us I guess.
Happy Wednesday.
M:43/ H:39 T:12/ M:9 S8, D15 M affair(one night): 2/09 M EA: 2/12-7/12 D:6/7/12 H: GF since 7/24/12
God,Family, and the Green Bay Packers. - Vince Lombardi
