Zig I love what you say about being comfortable with the unknown. It seems scary at first but then it becomes exciting. I can't tell you how amazing it felt this summer when I came to a point where I thought anything is possible and i'm going to be okay with that.
Parents can be difficult and yes when H took GF to his parents for Easter I had a breakdown. I had thinking about those days you more doing better than me! I could mention a million reasons why you may feel that way but it doesn't matter. Whatever you're feeling you'll be fine. That's all that matters you'll survive and you'll live to love another day big hugs!!!
