Hiya Kat! I so appreciate you stopping in. I really need to hear life from people who lived it too.
Just some random thinking tonight.
On 'saving' this marriage. I don't think I have anything I want to save. I am not perfect, I have faults. I am only wanting to work on ones that bother me right now because I don't think that I AM the problem. Is he willing to do the work? Do I care to wait around? Did I just see a bit of 'trying' from him today? I said 'thank you' and left it at that.
First day of school and wow... I definitely needed this to happen. Consistency, healthy routine for this house. Something I've been missing for years. H called to talk to S about school and did a night prayer on phone with both of us (something we just started to do last night as S is going to a religious school).
Me& h + S M: 13 t: 14
H moved 2/12. Own apt 05/12, EAs, PAs, gfriends, oh my! I'm done. 12/12
"I get knocked down, but I get up again.. you're never gonna keep me down" Chumbawumba