it's funny that you mentioned him wanting something you made. i think they want us to know they still think a lot of us and appreciate us, but are compelled to keep going on their way.
a similar thought popped into my mind - that h would want some of my art work and my instinct is to respond with hell no, if you don't want me, you can't have anything of mine. but then what am i saying, how am i reacting really?
out of anger? indifference? hurt?
just inspect the reasons for not wanting him to have it, before you decide. it's ok if you don't give it to him, of course - for what ever reason, but maybe just to be aware.
as for the dust bunnies - heck sweep them all up and hand them over - that's different!!
i can't imagine how this feels for you - you don't write very much so it seems as if you may be okay with it and resigned to it by now. but please know that we are here hugging you all the way, sweet vera, and i hope the path stays as smooth for you as it possibly can
how about one on the blanket eh - let's gather tonight ((((((( )))))) zig
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"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"
