A New Path - I just left my wife

[tpc1977]

I love her and miss her bad. I really do ... but I want to see her as she is now and that's been so tough. She's so beautiful and warm and creative and lovely and caring. Or was.

I miss holding her close as we sleep. I miss just brushing by her as we walk past each other. I miss her meals - she is such a good cook. I miss her craziness when she has too much going on and needs help getting things in order. I even miss her messiness.

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever wake up with her again. Then I see all the people who never get back together again and realize it may never be. And my heart aches.