"I told him that I never left him -because I just questioned what if there was something better because of the problems we had, and then the problems I added to the mix."
Just because in your mind you didn't leave physically, doesn't mean that you didn't leave him. You just mentioned that you wondered if there were something better. He's going to interpret that as something better...THAN HIM.
Again, he has no assurance from you than you aren't going to leave in a couple of months.
"Strain...... I really feel as if Im done. And that sorta scares me."
This is where all that stuff you swore when you first began DBing comes into play. Did you really mean it when you said that he's the love of your life? That you were willing to stick by him forever? If you don't "feel" it now, he's right. You could leave him high and dry in a couple of months.
You have to show him commitment and trust on the long haul. Are YOU up to it?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
