Divorced #4

[Mrs D]

X just called. Apparently he just got the message I left last night that I was taking him to court for support. (We are 50/50 which I am starting to think is bunk) He like is this the way its always going to be when we argue? I told him just to disregard the message. The call was because I was hurt. I told him I was sorry and that you've obviously moved on or something to the extent. He said Trish, youve moved on years ago. You told me you werent in love with me anymore. I said I did. And explained that Ive been doing alot of reading and realized that I was in MLC. He said. I told you that along time ago. I said yes you did, but at that time that wasnt something that I needed you to tell me. It was something I needed to learn and go through on my own. I told him that I never left him -because I just questioned what if there was something better because of the problems we had, and then the problems I added to the mix.

He said he didnt want to get into any of this now, and asked for C. He was outside playing so he said hed call later.

Idk what your thoughts are on the conversation, but it felt good that he wqs questioning some things I guess. I am still on the - do whatever you need to kick. Im just tired I guess of the emotional stress. Strain...... I really feel as if Im done. And that sorta scares me.