The new meds are definitely helping already, I would have been a hysterical mess otherwise. I'm still sad but able to deal much. I wish my H would try this stuff out, I think he would benefit from it. Maybe we would too. The nice thing about the meds is how I feel around my H. So much less stress and anxiety, I don't have that nervous heavy feeling in my chest chest anymore. I can be more upbeat and pleasant. I'm hoping for continued improvement.
He recently said that it has been nice to have a break from the rehashing of our life every week so I don't see us scheduling the new MC for a few more weeks. I really want our marriage to survive this. We haven't really fought or been openly angry at each other for a while but we did have a heated email exchange.
I hope someone is still out there, I'd like to hear some feedback.
lillystillinlove M:43 H:49 T:17 M:16 S:6 Bomb: 1/27/12 EA+ with close married family friend / ILYBINILWY H moved out 7/27/12 H is Extremely angry, stressed and unable to forgive
