Another bumbed evening. Yesterday the OW posted a photo of flowers and a ring my H gave her on FB and called him by this pet name she gave him. I knew it was him bc it's the same name used in his secret FB account. I would not have mentioned it to H but she sent me photos of the two of them together and threaten to post the pics on FB if I didn't back off from my H. She told me that I had better get used to them being together or she would post all of their pics on FB where all my family and friends could see then everyone would know I didn't have the perfect marriage. I replied to her out of shock and anger and told her to go ahead and post the pics.(Expose the Affair) Then I showed the pics to my H. He became angry and said the pics were old but I knew by the photo it was a recent pic of him. I tried to be calm but it was too late and H was enraged. He decided that he wanted to be alone and would go out for the evening and did not come home until 7:30am this morning. The OW texted my phone until about 1:30am just to let me know that she was with my H. I guess he felt better being with her to avoid my questions about the pics and ring. I did not handle that sitch DB style at all. I cried all night and did not get much sleep. When H came in and laid across the bed, I did not say anything. He reaked of alcohol. He put his arms around me and moaned a couple of times about where he'd been. I got up to get ready for work and just cried in the shower. I feel so broken and helpless. How could he do this to me? Why? What did I do to him to make him disrespect me so much? I feel like he despises me. Normally I would fix breakfast for us and pray but I couldn't. I did kiss him on the cheek and told him goodbye. When I got to work I called back to make sure he was up and able to get to work. He complained about having a headache but he was gone try to work. I didn't want to call him but we really need the money and he cannot afford to mess up this project he's working on. This A keeps him unorganized and he's not focused on anything after spending time with the OW. We are almost bankrupt because of his behavior. This has become emotionally, physically and financially draining.
