....but I know how badly you want this and i've seen a few signs that tell me you might be able to get what you want if you could simply figure out how to get out of your own way. Give NC enough time to work....let him go and see what happens....worse case is he doesn't come back...but really he's not there now right? So you have nothing to lose by trying.
Out of curiousity Carnac - what signs are you seeing?
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