Thanks Chatter... I'll certainly take this into serious consideration.
Very busy make-up day at work today, so won't have too much time to journal or write more, but I'd love to hear from you guys on the current state of the sitch.
Haven't heard from W since her last text (documented earlier in this thread)... No response to the email I sent, which is totally fine, if a little out of character.
Then again, just about everything with W seems out-of-character at the moment.
Came up with a theory over the weekend about how that kinda nasty exchange just happened to occur a day before she was planning on going out of town with OM and the family... Sounds like she needed a little internal-justification for the actions she knew were on the horizon... Just a theory...
Had an extremely eventful weekend, filled with ups and downs, catching up with old friends, drafting Fantasy Football leagues, meeting tons of new people, and lots of quality time with the family... which is ALWAYS very dramatic, and it didn't disappoint this year either! Might write about that in the future...
I feel a little silly for having the feeling I have in the pit of my stomach... That part of me that sees all that she's doing, yet still wants to continue to move on AND pave a path for her to return one day...
The good part is, I can honestly say that i've transitioned from NEEDing her back in my life to WANTing her back in my life one day... That's a major step for me, and one that I don't take lightly.
