MrsD: Good for you....get right back up, dust yourself off and start moving forward. I agree with you on the jealous and insecure thing....When I was younger in college etc I would go so far the other way it was almost to the point of arrogance....i used to tell girls if they wanted someone else feel free to just leave because I can find another in no time. I certainly don't wanna be that guy again, but the insecure scared little boy i've been lately isn't cool at all.