Thanks Arsene......certainly im not looking for anyone new, simply sharing my insecurities. Its simply been a rough weekend for me and with my election looming in 2 weeks...the rumor that she's going to file after the election...and her not wearing her ring on Saturday it has seemed as though bullets were coming from every direction and got me down pretty badly. And my son stayed with me all week last week, but hasn't been back since Saturday and I miss him as well.
But your right.....none of this is helping ME in any way, nor is it getting me any closer to saving my marriage so time to put my boots back on and get to work on improving myself so that I can be a positive change in my marriage.