It does matter, but your goal is not his goal. Your goal needs to be for you and who you want to be. Until you figure that out, you will continue to be unhappy. You've heard it many times, your changes have to be for you.
And your timeline is getting in the way. A month is nothing.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
