Thanks Labug - thats exactly what I feel like I am doing. I think most of my problem is that I am here. I am making myself a better person. I was the one he wanted to be with for the rest of his life. I cant get it through my head that it doesnt matter what I am doing right now. It really doesnt.

M:43/ H:39
T:12/ M:9
S8, D15
M affair(one night): 2/09
M EA: 2/12-7/12
D:6/7/12
H: GF since 7/24/12

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