I'm crying a lot now. Everything seems so dreamlike and fake. Is this really going on? Is she really into a relationship with this guy now? Like I was nothing - not even there. Is it really over after 13 years, plus?
Me:42 W:43 M:03/08/98 SD17, D13 Found out about affair:12/16/10 Found out again: 06/22/12 Split: 06/22/12
