MrB - you are so right. I have to just let go. Just when I think I am doing better - he does something that brings me right back here. Its the kibble effect, you know? I cant do anything more for him. As much as I want to, I cant. Last week, KD thought as I did, that the little things that I was doing here and there were good things. They may have been good things, but at the same time - they played with my emotions. Again, I thought I was doing well with detaching. i feel as if I have to NC to get back to start again. Does that make sense?
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