I don't put what happened that night all on her. I chose to let what she said and how mad she was effect me instead of making a stand for myself and tellin her that I have my life outside of us and I am sorry she feels bad but it's the way it is. However instead of doing that I caved to her wishes because she was mad and I didn't want to lose her. Silly now that I think about it.
She also asked me last night about whether I knew for sure that I was in love with her or whether I just thought I was because she is my first long term relationship. Then I told her how I had a long time crush grow herself at me when W and I had first got together. And it was my absolute lack of interest in this OW throwing herself at me because of my strong attraction to W that solidified my feelings that W was the "one" for me.
Man what a clusterf*�^% this is.
LA I hope you are right that she is being cautiously optimistic because I really want us to work.
Me - 30 W - 28 M 4 t 6 ILYBINILWY #1 Jan - 2011 Band-aid Jan 11' ILYBINILWY #2 7/28/12
