suppo: I feel you but we've got to keep moving forward. What else is there to do if not move forward? Stay here where it [censored]? I agree that this weekend has been tough, sounds like its been that way for alot of us here, maybe its the full moon, maybe its the start of another month that triggers it, who freaking knows, but the point is it hurts too much to stay here doesn't it?
I had the first truly sleepless night that i've had in a good while last night...I tossed and turned, checked the clock every hour wondering if it iwas time to get up yet, and then this morning didnt even bother to go running b/c I just didnt have it in me. But I know that doing those things will only feed the problem so i've vowed to lift this evening when I get off work and to smile through it today even if I have to fake it for a day or two im gonna keep smiling.
Your took a few shots this weekend...big one's but your a good man so pick yourself up, dust yourself off and start moving forward again.
Thank you so much Carnac! I to have not slept at all the last 3 days for the first time in a long time & am back to not eating much for the last 2. I haven't run either, since this has happened & I usually only miss a day in-between for recovery sake only.
It is kind of weird how things happen & when they do. It also weird that every one of us in the Freshman class had a really bad weekend. I also thought of the full moon. I will try and fake it as much as possible & know that I have to remain strong for my children, who are most likely hurting more than me!
