Denver/Starsky,

Once the A with your W was uncovered how was her reaction toward you & kids???

How did you get through & process the thought???

Kids and I have had a miserable weekend, with last night ending in a huge lashing out at all of us, when she dropped off the kids stuff. Lots of blame, anger, hate words, demeaning comments to kids & straight out hatred stuff that I did when I wasn't at my best a few years ago to the kids in front of me.

I Love her so much & want nothing more for her to come back & us work through this. I know that this will take time (via how long Denver & Starsky spent DBing), especially now that OM is definitely in the picture. But I think my PMA was just shot down over the ocean.


"Freshman Class of 2012"!

~Isaiah 40:31~