Sometimes i feel like a bit of a pathetic fool for feeling this way about my W but when I read here the amount of fine people who fight the good fight and continue to believe in their S no matter what; when I hear of all the love which is freely given yet not reciprocated, I tell myself that no, I am not pathetic. Those who walk away too easily, those who give up on what they once said was the love of their life, thinking they can just move on with no pain, those are the ones I feel sorry for because as much as my love for my W hurts me right now (as I'm sure yours does), I am confident that it will turn out for the best in the end.
Don't give up the fight mate!
I will try to not give the fight up! I have to tell you, the cheerleader got knocked out of me this weekend. Saturday obviously was crappy, but last night was horrible to. I know I need to keep fighting & I know that I have to have patience & I know that things take time. But I am in a really bad place right now that I haven't been in for awhile. Not trying to sound pathetic, but it feels like I am back at stage one by the way I am feeling.
