Im so sorry Carnac. I hate fhat anyone is goinv through any of what we all are. Absolutely hate it.

What happened....... After boating, I went to pick our son up at the house. The wedding pix were down and I got upset. I dont even know why I did. I guess because I took them down? We left and I was hurt. Upset. Angry. Cause I really thought we were connecting again. So I sent him a not so nice text:

Pretty sure you should lead your happy life. I am trying SO hard and feel I cant try any harder. I cant make you see anymore that I am a different person than I used to be. Happy life. I will laugh when this fails. Phone call. Instantaneously mad. "I only want the best for you, why cant you do fhe same?" I told him I am jealous right now. Ask for another chance. "I gave you a million chances, and I am done".

So. I have to be as well.

M:43/ H:39
T:12/ M:9
S8, D15
M affair(one night): 2/09
M EA: 2/12-7/12
D:6/7/12
H: GF since 7/24/12

God,Family, and the Green Bay Packers. - Vince Lombardi