As much as I love my X. I cant do it anymore. Atleast right now. Sent this text to him about 10 miniutes ago...

Ok. There was alot of jealousy displayed there, and for that I am sorry. I have only wanted for you to be happy. Actually I wanted to make you happy. Apparently I didnt do that the past 12 years of our lives we had together. I understand I made alot of mistakes and I took so much we had for granted for a long time. She must make you happy. She has to because I know how much our relationship and our marriage meant to you. Even up to 8 weeks ago. Im done. For my sanity. I have to be. This is not the person I am. I am better than this. I am the better option. Good luck to your future.

I love this man with everything that I have. I may not be done in my heart. But I cannot continue with how my emotions rage from on extreme to another. If this is the person whom he believes is going to make him happy? Ok. What can I do? Ive made my bed. I need to lie in it and take it for what it is. He is finished with me.

M:43/ H:39
T:12/ M:9
S8, D15
M affair(one night): 2/09
M EA: 2/12-7/12
D:6/7/12
H: GF since 7/24/12

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