Had a bit of an emotional night last night. Yesterday was my grandmother's b-day. She passed away in 2003. I was extremely close to my grandmother, and I miss her terribly. Especially while going through all of this. I know she'd give me some well needed words of wisdom.
As if that wasn't enough, I woke up from a nap yesterday afternoon, and overheard H giving his best friend what sounded like relationship advice over the phone. My first thought was how is he giving anyone relationship advice when his own is in pieces? And then I got mad thinking the gall...like he's a relationship expert or something? PLEASE!
I did a 30 min workout to try to get my mind back in a good space, and it helped some. But then I watched Oprah's Lifeclass. The topic was Terrible Things Women Do to Each Other. Watching that brought up some old stuff along with some new stuff, so I ended up having a good cry. But it definitely left me in some kind of mood.
I think H could tell something was up, but he just left me alone, Thank God. Feeling a little better today. I hate that I let that insignificant thing derail me. Hasn't happened in a while. Need to figure out how to not let it happen again.
We're supposed to go see a movie tonight, and he's supposed to cook burgers for dinner.
