Divorced #4

[Mrs D]

Thanks BD for your post. I am working on myself daily. Shoot. I dont even have a M to work on anymore. He has a gf. Its like he lets me in just a bit, but then pushes me away cause he is with her. KD told me I needed to detach and not go into NC because he does need to see the changes I am making within myself. Its hard though since he does have the gf.

He finally came by ten minutes after I posted. He just doesnt get our son is good crying out for him. I really think he thinks Im playing games. Sadly. I am not.

Still in the funk. Maybe its jealousy? Idk.