Divorced #4

[Mrs D]

Finally fell asleep last night around 245 am. Back up at 7. I do not miss those nights at all. So, you all know X asked if I could keep our son yesterday so he could go on a motorcycle run yesterday. And I did without much hesitation. Id be lying if I said I didnt because first thought she would be on the bike with him. I sent him a text this morning about 750 asking when he wanted C. No reply. I called the house 45 minutes ago. No answer. So either hes at her place or she is at his place. BUT our son always comes first. He said when he asked me to keep our son that he was going to get him first thing in the morning. It is now 10 minutes to 10. A part of me just really wants to leave. Go about my day. Not wait for him to make up his mind when his son is good enough. Another part wants to take our son to his parents house. Saying X was supposed to pick him up... hes still with gf. Another part will continue to feel like a doormat, and will wait for him to make contact. Thoughts???